I am speechless!

[محمد ندیم اعظم]

i am useless
i am speechless
my words are silent
but i am still preaching...

my actions are useless
but i am still performing...
this world is big,
i am small...

these dreams are empty,
but i am still dreaming...
my efforts are useless,
i am useless...

my tears are silent
my breath is meaningless...
empty spaces in me
holes in me

invisible hands pushing me in darkness
no way out
no way to run...

this horror of silence taking my breath away
no answers, no questions

my feelings, my senses are gone
i am silently personified...

i am alone
i am silent
i am useless
i am speechless

i am hollow
i am broken
i am departed
i am dead...

all nothing but a silent pain...